You’re going to come across people in your life who will say all the right words at all the right times. But in the end, it’s always their actions you should judge them by. It’s actions, not words, that matter.
I thought about you again today, because something reminded me of you. And I imagined the version of you I was crazy about. A wave of sadness washed over me, remembering. I think no matter how much time has passed, you’ll always be the one that will never quite entirely leave my heart. I thought about you again today. And the memory of you is lingering. Because no matter how hard I try to convince myself otherwise, I really, really would have loved to spend my life with you.
I think about the night we ended. I think about the drop in my stomach, the deleting of pictures, the tears streaming down my face, but I always think about what you did that night. Did you cry? Or did you feel relieved? That night was the most painful night of my life but it was probably just a normal one for you.
